[Random Thought] Hello by Adele

(Warning: Emo shits ahead, please do not proceed if you're not use to such kind of drama. Thank you.) 

Hello, it's me
(ANJ: It's been years since the last time we saw each other, we chatted but that's all, just simple "Hi" and "Hello" are what we could now offer to each other)
I was wondering if after all these years you'd like to meet
(ANJ: Do you want to see how changed I am? From the way I smile, the way I speak, the way I style my clothes, color of my hair, the way I paint my face with make-up, do you still want to see me? If that time comes, how would look now? Do you still have those chinky eyes? Those plushie belly? That cute smile you never fail to pull out?)
To go over everything
(ANJ: EVERYTHING. From the first time we spoke with each other, that day when you shared a picture of cloudy heaven with rays of sunlight, from the time we had the blurry visions in what we really have for each other. Everything.)
They say that time's supposed to heal ya, but I ain't done much healing
(ANJ: It's been three years since the heartbreak, and I'm still moving on. There are still little shards of pain left in my heart.)

Hello, can you hear me?
I'm in California dreaming about who we used to be
(ANJ: I thought everything was okay. That we'll graduate at the same time, take the board exam at the same time. Work at Petron as Process Engineers. Take up Master's Degree. Work for Research and Development. Enter Medicine School. Everything was just an illusion. Now I'm left alone.)
When we were younger and free
I've forgotten how it felt before the world fell at our feet
(ANJ: ...)

There's such a difference between us
And a million miles

Hello from the other side
I must've called a thousand times
To tell you I'm sorry for everything that I've done
(ANJ: I'm sorry dahil hinayaan kong lumayo ang loob mo sa 'kin. I'm sorry dahil nasaktan ko ang kalooban mo.)
But when I call you never seem to be home
(ANJ: But those sorries won't matter anymore. We already have our separate lives. It won't matter anymore...)

Hello from the outside
At least I can say that I've tried
To tell you I'm sorry for breaking your heart
But it don't matter, it clearly doesn't tear you apart
Anymore

Hello, how are you?
It's so typical of me to talk about myself, I'm sorry
I hope that you're well
(ANJ: Definitely you're doing well as a QC Supervisor. Good luck with your endeavors, as always.)
Did you ever make it out of that town where nothing ever happened?

It's no secret that the both of us
Are running out of time
(ANJ: You and I both know that there's a time and space between us.)

So hello from the other side
I must've called a thousand times
To tell you I'm sorry for everything that I've done
But when I call you never seem to be home

Hello from the outside
At least I can say that I've tried
To tell you I'm sorry for breaking your heart
But it don't matter, it clearly doesn't tear you apart
Anymore, ooooohh
Anymore, ooooohh
Anymore, ooooohh
Anymore, anymore

Hello from the other side
I must've called a thousand times
To tell you I'm sorry for everything that I've done
But when I call you never seem to be home

Hello from the outside
At least I can say that I've tried
To tell you I'm sorry for breaking your heart
But it don't matter, it clearly doesn't tear you apart
Anymore