Que Sera Sera

Just a while a go I received an e-mail direct from the Staffing Specialist of a major manufacturer in the semiconductor industry(it's one of the companies in Fortune 500). The location of the plant is on the province(Pampanga to be exact) and they're inviting me to apply for their Manufacturing Leadership Development Program on February 13,2013, 9:00 AM. The requirements they're asking me to bring on the said date are 1 2x2 picture, an updated resume, photocopy of my transcript of records, one valid ID and a pen. After reading the e-mail, I was awe at my swivel chair! This one of Fortune top 500 companies, a big opportunity to be part of it! But, as I re-read the details of the letter, highlighting the date and the one requirement they ask to bring with me, it made me hesitate. I committed myself to assist on our college job fair, and that day, which is also the examination day for the MLDP, is the longest day between the two days that was allotted for the job fair. Not only that, since I just completed all my grades and subjects for me to be able to graduate just last January, I still don't have my transcript of records with me. Should I really be having difficulty in choosing between commitment and opportunity?

Hayayay, QUE SERA SERA...

I will...~a letter for my TWIN FLAME~

My dearest Twin Flame,

Maybe we already met each other. Maybe I have known you for a long time. Met you when I was still at school. Met you after attending my piano lesson. Met you on a station where I waited for the Jeep or train o arrived. Met you when I was still a child. Met you when I was confined in the hospital. Or maybe one of the people I just passed by. Or people I met through friends. Or maybe I have known you but you haven't known me before or vice versa. Or maybe we haven't met each other at all. Whoever you are, I am looking forward for the perfect time, perfect moment and perfect place that God has planned for us to meet or meet again.

While I'm waiting for you to come, I promise to heal myself and keep on growing up through Christ, to be prepared by the time of our roads unite. I'll do my best to change myself, be suitable to your purpose, wants and needs. I'll do good in the career I've chosen, be one of the sturdiest as I bounce back from the rock bottom I am on now. I read a book entitled “How to Mend A Broken Heart” by Pastor Nelson T. Dy so that I'll be totally healed by the time we will be together. I secretly fell in love with a guy who didn't have any idea about my feelings, thinking he was you. It was a mistake. It was one-sided, an unrequited love. Still, I am thankful for the heart break, I learned a lot of things, and I believe that heart break will bring me to you. I also read the book “The Road Less Traveled” by M. Scott Peck so by the time we will have our own family, I will be able to help you in nurturing our children with the love that is right and unconditional. I will help you in preparing our kids in facing the hard knocks of life that awaits for them every single day. I am currently reading the book “Men are From Mars, Women are From Venus” by John Gray for me to be able to accept and understand the differences between the nature of a man and woman, so that I will be able to understand you at instances when you become grumpy or problematic at our home from work. I also read the classic British novel “Jane Eyre” by Charlotte Brontë, book of Ruth and engraved Proverbs 31:10-31 in my heart, to guide me in improving myself and be that woman of noble character for you.

I love listening music from different genre – from Yiruma's classical music to Repablikan's rap – and country – from Japan's J-pop to America's country music. Do you like the music or at least most of the songs I have heard? Old songs make me feel happy and groovy, do you feel the same way too? I have a child living inside my heart. I have an undying fandom on cute and pretty characters and personality like Mirmo, Ayumi Hamasaki, Tweety Bird, Barbie, Hello Kitty, Kerokerokeropi, Badtz-Maru, and Cinnamoroll. Will you be able to accept and understand my childishness? I'm a fan of fashion and art, will you wear the suits and clothes for men that I will design? Will you wear the suits and clothes I'll buy for you when you go to work? Will you appreciate every art I will draw and paint? I love travelling, seeing the beauty of man-made and God's creation with my own eyes, do you love that too? I also love poetry, will you like to write poems with me on the future? I love reading Psychology and self-help books, do you like such books too? I am walking my path with Jesus Christ, are you walking with Him now too? I love doing food trips, eating foods like street and exotic foods, do you like to eat such foods too? I am inquisitive, love to do and discover new things, will you tolerate my unending curiosity? Though I am loud and tomboyish around my family and friends, I'm still a woman, I'm emotional, will you love me for what I am? I have a past that is obscure, can I entrust it to you, and accept my past that's part of me? I'm not pretty, will you love my personality including my flaws? I am also a bit sensitive and weirdo, will you protect my vulnerability and promise that you won't make fun of it? I trust people easily, will you trust me the way I do and promise to not say that I'm gullible?

I hope that when the right time comes that we will meet or meet again, gathered enough courage to confess your feelings towards me, we are both ready to face the world and forever with each other. I am looking forward to the hugs and kisses we will share with each other, to the anniversary and festivities we will celebrate together, to the Sundays we will spent with God together, to the letters and poems we will exchange with each other, to the trials we will conquer together, to the movies we will watch together, to the songs we will listen to and sing together, to the meals we will eat together with our mini-Mes, to the prayers we will utter together, to the times we will read Bible verses to each other, to the T.V. shows we will watch together, to the spiritual, petty and shaggy talks we will end peacefully to keep us on growing up together, to the tears that you will wipe out from my cheeks during our downfalls, to the twist and turns of the life we will ride together, to the jokes and laughs we will share together, to the future where we will spent our lifetime together.

No matter what happens I will be waiting for you, my TWIN FLAME. . .^_^

With love,
Your Twin Flame